aku merepek

ouch that hurts,
i feel like tearing.no one said that t me bfore.
KAU DA CUKUP MEREPEK DALAM HIDOP AKU.

huda go die/
did i give ex bf high hope.nope i dont think so.
i dont care about him anymore.
ghe dont ring any bell to me.
and you said that?
wow amazing.

best thing.

SATURDAY WAS AWESOME.
NEXT MONDAY-POLITE! :(
scary scary but what to do,i've train hard oh my.
FARHANA SALEH,ME LOVE YOU/

cause honestly you turned out t be the BESTEST FRIEND ;')

been a while since i last blog,well im back to school
campus 2.2 baby.six more months and im done.
well i just finished reading radin's blog.OMG,how fast time flies.
Known her seen sec one and now we're turning eighteen.
Five years and i love her.bestest friend including Malee key.
i went thru lots of shits with her especially the last year of sec school,that wasn't how it supposed to endscrew you people.But that's what bring us closer then ever.We sneak out from the house,smoking,drinking,what else name it,it was done with you/
How small we were and you are still that smallgirl that ive known five years ago.
How i much i miss you and the time we spend laughing talking crap and stick it thru the hardest momment of sec.People who create shit and pushes us to our limit and crack the shit out of us.i know i've MIA.been very busy lately,but we'll go out soon okay.after im done with this post,i will TEXT radin nurizzati!IDC.even if it's close t midnight.i miss her.radin got miss me tak?

She's the only one that support me and got my back thru everything.even after knowing im a lesbian she didnt object instead support me and told me to do what's right.

i love you :/

Means nothing

"some people want diamond ring but some just want everything."

cold treatment

you gave cold shoulder.i stood there,hold on to you still.
i don't know why im still there but one thing for sure i want t be by your side,always.maybe whatever im doing,got you thinking i don't want you t move on.
but if you do,go on.you got my blessed.because i remember you said'im the worst but still the best' you deserve better.someone who don't have ex-bf someone who you can trust.when i said i love you,you replied okay.when i did post that on your wall,you deleted it.because people know about us and they're blaming me for every reasons we quarrel.well the only thing i got t say,im sorry.even if i do you said i don't.the reason why i didn't explain t you as much as i did in the past six months because even if i do you will still blame me for everything.forget about it.no one will understand even if they do,huda it's forever your fault.so suck it in.woaaah emotionally depress.no cellphone,no fb-ing.happy finding.im going for a run.a very long run.

that girl turn me to insert word.that girl made me forget insert name.that girl leave me because insert reason.that girl made me say no because insert excuse.eventually my whole world crumble,fall apart :')